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i met a meth addict today he was real nice. he told me some horrible thing abouit his life he killed a man. actually it freaked me out. he cut off his head and threw it on the ground then he took one of the peices of the smashed head and ate it.besides that though he was real nice. didn't feel threatening at all, he looked normal. but after he told me the story a started to freak out i screamed. and called him a liar. i said " you couldn't of done that!! you couldn't have!" i started to cry and still sobbing muttering "i didn't kill him" in a rythmic chant over and over. he was a nice guy i couldn't see why this happened all i don't normally freak out.
then i realized i was looking in the mirror.

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whatever this is i want it to go away

Thu Sep 10, 2009, 5:29 PM
i want to stop feeling so bad i make myself physically sick
it's almost like the tears that run down my face are destroying me.
little sleep. loss of appetite. socially disconnected. sometimes i don't want to get up from my bed.
i want the pain to go away. literally.

you drank until you were no longer speaking
i dreamt of all the different way to die
each one a little more than i would dare to try

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=Amaranthine-immortal Oct 22, 2009, 6:38:16 PM
thanks for the fav :icontardglompplz:

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~ScoolyardHero Oct 22, 2009, 6:44:10 PM
you're welcome!

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~falloutgirl47 Oct 11, 2009, 11:57:58 AM
^^ As promised: One stalker, coming right up.

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Shush girl, Shut ur lips. Do the Hellen Keller, and talk with your godforsaken hips!!

You! Yes you! I got a secret!..wanna know what it is? I'll tell you!...<.< >.> (You just lost the game..>3)
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~ScoolyardHero Oct 15, 2009, 6:13:48 PM
yushhh

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i've been to heaven i've been to hell
believe in neither but fear them as well -
- Isaac Brock
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~falloutgirl47 Oct 16, 2009, 12:34:55 PM
:D ^^ <3

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Shush girl, Shut ur lips. Do the Hellen Keller, and talk with your godforsaken hips!!

You! Yes you! I got a secret!..wanna know what it is? I'll tell you!...<.< >.> (You just lost the game..>3)
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~ScoolyardHero Oct 16, 2009, 4:08:58 PM
yeah

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i've been to heaven i've been to hell
believe in neither but fear them as well -
- Isaac Brock
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~falloutgirl47 Oct 16, 2009, 5:16:31 PM
:] So...how does it feel to have a stalker that you don't know? :D

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Shush girl, Shut ur lips. Do the Hellen Keller, and talk with your godforsaken hips!!

You! Yes you! I got a secret!..wanna know what it is? I'll tell you!...<.< >.> (You just lost the game..>3)
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